If u made a mistake press * ....

theres a first time for everything
but what about the hard decisions
the ones you time with preperations
i messed up not once, not twice, three times

that mistake was my first time
I was with you feeling really okay
when you cared for me
i felt like i was being loved

I can't go back in time
and fix what I said
I hate myself now
I hate all that's unsaid

I hurt you inside
and that scorches me
I can't get over this
It hurts me you see

I wish you could forgive
the mistake that I made
I miss you already
Without you I'm afraid.

im a wreck, im a mess
i need you now
and you've moved on
but you'll always be my first love

my very first time
my biggest mistake
Making this mistake
makes me feel

like being a mistake